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Quel Amour?!
02:59
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I secretly hope that everyone after me feels like nothing
though every moment you will live will go the right way
Cause now I’m leaving and there’s no turning back
I wish I could not feel but I felt everything
Cause this loss was so goddamn hard to swallow
These nights and days are fine, but they don’t feel the same
One less brick on the wall, my chest is turning so small
And I’m becoming so cold and brave
how can I forget what was so fucking beautiful
HOW CAN I FORGET WHAT WAS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL
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Mercury,
As if it was a disease
No rest, I’m out of love that I can get
I’m losing it
It’s getting harder to make up excuses
But I just feel like staying home all week again
Ran out of Netflix TV shows
I’ll keep these lows with me cause highs will take an eternity
I will come out and say that I’m not well
If things will change I guess that only time will tell
Pick up myself before I breath to think about it, to stress about it
I don't know what is wrong with me
Wen all i have is honesty
(CHORUS)
Mercury,
As if it was a disease
No rest, I’m out of love that I can get
I’m losing it
If someone ask about me
Tell them with sincerity
That I am, trying, to put myself to sleep
But it’s always harder than you think
(VERSE)
If someone ask about me
Tell them with sincerity
That I am, trying, to put myself to sleep
But it’s always harder than you think
(CHORUS)
Mercury,
As if it was a disease
No rest, I’m out of love that I can get
I’m losing it
I’m watching the world go round and round
Still lost with the answers
I’ve see all theses walls go down and it was
Not what I expected
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Polar Jacket
02:45
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Don’t ask me
why I’ve always preferred to be alone instead of with other people
It’s not a medical condition
I got my not allowed in this shitty country self drug medication
Kinda working it out,
yeah it’s kinda working
So scared
so tall
so disappointed
I’m thankful not to god
I got this polar jacket
to try to melt the snow storm in their hearts
Kinda working it out,
yeah it’s kinda working
(Believe in me when I say: is there something out for me to stand for?)
(CHORUS)
Can’t you see that I’m a nihilistic bastard
and all I’ve wanted is to be free to fly
Keep on going on these unknown roads knowing
Nothing is falling over from this grey sky
And i can say that i'm fine
I can say say that i'm OK
I guess i'm feeling OK
(CHORUS)
Can’t you see that I’m a nihilistic bastard
and all I’ve wanted is to be free to fly
Keep on going on these unknown roads knowing
Nothing is falling over from this grey sky
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4. |
Burning Bridges
03:22
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I’m so tired of being without you
Since I left your house
I lost count of what I’ve been through
Cause I know, yeah I know
That you know
I’ve done everything wrong
Now I lost what I’m searching for
(I'm getting better, it's getting better)
It’s getting darker where the sun once used to shine
I’m trying to let go of what kept me so low
Destroying expectations and conflict
And I am standing here with nothing nice to say
You we’re searching all the time for reasons not to stay
I lost track of days I’ve wasted burning bridges
My entire life I’m fighting with the consequences
And I am standing here with nothing nice to say
You we’re searching all the time for reasons not to stay
I lost track of days I’ve wasted burning bridges
Cause I know, yeah I know
That you know
I’ve done everything wrong
Now I lost what I’m searching for
Cause I know,
That you know
I’ve done everything wrong
Now I lost what I’m searching for
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5. |
Make Amends
03:00
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I’m sorry, you know that I regret this
I was the one who killed this and ran away
It’s over, no need to cry about it
Can’t erase my mistakes
I’m not, trying to forget
I just have to live my life with this regret
Make amends, clear my head
There’s no excuse for what I did
I’m sorry, you know that I regret this
I was the one who killed this and ran away
It’s over, no need to cry about it
Can’t erase my mistakes
I’m not even trying to tell you something
There’s no excuse for what I did
And now I’m living in regret
Don’t turn your back on me
The wind will blow the ashes of our friendship
(There will never be anyone like me)
I know I’ve make this an habit
For my failure in life
You know I should have known better
That to say sorry all the time…
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6. |
Interlude
00:57
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(Instrumental)
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7. |
Demons Pt.1
01:13
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I’m always thinking if this is worth it
And everyday I want to leave
Won’t fight my inner self destruction
There’s no place I wanna be
(And I am floating alone
with the oxygen escaping through my bones)
And I’ve been floating alone
This fits me better, it fits me better
What happens when all the hope is gone
And is also buried under my feet
I’ll keep on laughing like this is nothing
Pretending I am strong
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8. |
Demons Pt.2
01:14
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I can’t believe a single thing
And who are you to judge me?
I’m throwing up on what you preach
My heart is open wide waiting for the final chapter
Do I belong? Can the planets align just for one second?
And if I stand strong feeling like you’re such a waste of precious time
So who are you to judge me ?
WITH ALL THESE DEMONS LIVING NEXT DOOR
MY PART IS ALMOST DONE IN THIS WORLD
I’m feeling reckless and I am not afraid of dying
I am afraid of dying slowly
I am destroying to create
Salvation still means nothing
I’ve never felt that close to hate
(And I ain’t proud of that)
My heart is open wide waiting for the final chapter
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9. |
Snowflakes (November)
03:16
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That cold November
I had a lot to lose back home
It was the first time, I remember,
That the plans I made were blown
You started to drift slowly
And I’m telling you
That I’m going to
Fill this emptiness with something so worthless
While I wait for something new
(Like throwing snowflakes in December)
So small, the amount of expectations I have left
Yet every anniversary, I’m still hoping for what comes next
Today, I have destroyed
All the things that I have learned
But I still know what it's like to be
Suffocating on your terms
I knew you were leaving, now I'm breathing
Because I'll stay here
I'm fine
And you knew what I was searching for
(But you didn't seem to care)
So small, the amount of expectations I have left
Yet every anniversary, I’m still hoping for what comes next
(I miss everything I was before the day you met me, the day I met you)
That cold November
I had a lot to lose back home
It was the first time, I remember,
That I could be on my own
(Now I'm throwing snowflakes in December)
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10. |
Thirty Three
03:10
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It’s been a long way losing sleep
I’m barely standing on my feet
Let’s talk about it
To all the days I’ve lived before
And all the scratches on my skin
For all the people that I’ve known
They hurt me no more
(VERSE)
That is no god in my beliefs
My life is standing on defeat
But if there’s something out for me
Today I want it
(I’m trying to stay quiet, they’re pushing me away)
(CHORUS)
I’m thirty three today and I’m still lost under lightnings
Do not know where to start, don’t know if I need to get this far
My eyes keep smiling proudly and my heart keeps fighting so hard
Still don’t know what’s life for, there’s no ground where I belong
(VERSE)
That is no god in my beliefs
My life is standing on defeat
But if there’s something out for me
Today I want it
(I’m trying to stay quiet, they’re pushing me away)
(CHORUS)
I’m thirty three today and I’m still lost under lightnings
Do not know where to start, don’t know if I need to get this far
My eyes keep smiling proudly and my heart keeps fighting so hard
Still don’t know what’s life for, there’s no ground where I belong
(CHORUS)
I’m thirty three today and I’m still lost under lightnings
Do not know where to start, don’t know if I need to get this far
My eyes keep smiling proudly and my heart keeps fighting so hard
Still don’t know what’s life for, there’s no ground where I belong
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11. |
Miles Away
02:37
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I’m way more miles away from you than I should be
Real life ain't easy when you’re not that close to me
And this fucking empathy is always playing tricks on me
And now I’m stuck here incomplete
My clock stopped eight months ago
The day I found you, I wish you’d find me too
Every aspect of this pointless life is burning me
From the outside to the inside
I’m way more miles away from you than I should be
Real life ain't easy when you’re not that close to me
And now I’m stuck here incomplete
WHOOHOO WHOOHOO (there’s something wrong with me)
I’m way more miles away from you than I should be
Real life ain't easy when you’re not that close to me
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12. |
Goodbye
03:13
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(Maybe I shouldn’t say these words that I’m about to say but fuck it)
it’s so easy for me to forget about everything else
When I’m so dizzy traveling through places I’ve never been before
I’m so busy thinking about what could have been and was not
It’s time to hurt myself, half fresh lemon pure rum down my guts
And i’m, trying so hard
To convince myself
That this time
must have been definitive
So busy thinking about what could have been and was not
When I’m so dizzy traveling through places I’ve never been before
it’s so easy for me to forget about everything else
And i’m, trying so hard
To convince myself
That this time
must have been definitive
(It's so easy, I'm so dizzy)
(Maybe I should’t have said what I just said)
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